Hurtful. But i know it won't heal. Even it is, there will be an ugly scar. It always will be.Forever. To haunt you up and down. I feel down and feel like crying now. Cos i dun think much people understands me. I think too much always. I give in too much always, but i ended up Hurt always. God, please dun let this happen again?? Please. I'm scared. I'm scared of losing someone i cared for. In the speed things are, i think i will change one day. To a very different person that others will know~ THanks. I dun want to be human in my next life~